Since I can remember, I have always been kind of shy, and reserved. I am outgoing with my friends and when I want to seem friendly, but I can't seem to get though wanting people to think good things of me. I don't want anyone to think I am dependent, needy, greedy, heartless bitch or that I take advantage of others. Being a beginning sugar baby, I have to get over this fear. I have a hard time asking for what I want and need. Well I don't know if I should call it a "fear" but you get what I'm saying. I hope. lol. I might just create an alter ego! This will give me an outlet for everything I hold back. lol. It's sounds pretty interesting to me. I don't want to be boring me.. I want to become the other I. :)
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